wanya84's Xanga

Last post-Goodbye

Wed, 17 Sep 2008 16:02:26 GMT

Hello.This is just to inform to everyone that this will be my last post......for this blog that is.I have created another blog in other space.Since I think there are only 3 readers for this blog anyway so I shall notify each of you guys personally the address for my new blog.It's really sad leaving this blog since come december it will mark 4 years for me hosting wanya84 in xanga but xanga has been giving me lots of problems lately so this shall be the end for me blogging here.So goodbye xanga.End.

liu xing yu

Mon, 15 Sep 2008 07:54:36 GMT

I'm so hating xanga right now.It takes forever to load the page.Dahla suddenly the chatbox deleted itself again.Might consider changing it to other space or stop blogging altogether.
Recently I watched meteor garden once again after 6 years of not watching it.I just remembered vaguely the storyline cause I only watched it once and I rushed in finishing the episodes last time so it actually felt like watching a new series.There are a lot of reasons why I love the series.Part of it was it somehow reminded me of the good old days in melaka cause I remembered it was during that time I bought and watched the series in mmu.I think meteor garden is the perfect example of what I love from a drama series.I don't really like the storyline of some of korean drama series where everyone will be suffering and crying in 40 episodes and we were then rewarded with happy moments for about 5 minutes in the last episode wtf.I don't want a series with not much drama in it too cause then it will be boring.I just want a series filled with drama but there are still happiness and sweet moments in between (memberi perasaan manis according to subtitle in meteor garden).And boy how can we not love the heroes of the korean and taiwanese series.I don't know how they do it but I think it's so much easier to felt in love with the characters in these series than the american or malaysian series.These actors were so passionate in the sense of the way they look and talk that they actually made us felt that they were really in love with the leading actress in the series.Even if I don't like the actors in real life too I can still felt in love with their characters in the series.In conclusion I just really love meteor garden 1 especially the storyline.This will sound very very lame but it somehow reminded me of how it felt like during the phase of having a crush on people.Le sigh.Actually I planned to write longer but I think it will ended up sounding fangirlish so I shall stop now.

Oh below is one of my favourite scenes.This was the part where dao ming shi was so excited that san chai gave him cookies she made herself for his birthday.These will only happen on good looking people.I think if I gave people cookies hangus I made myself for birthday,people must be throwing back the cookies at me.

p/s:You know there's alwas something wrong with a country when the perpetrator get a very minor punishment,protected by law and don't even bother showing any remorse and still get lots of supports while the person who reported the crime was rewarded with ISA.Go figure.End.

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Sat, 30 Aug 2008 11:28:02 GMT

Apparently there's a rumor spawning around about me getting married.I seriously don't know how it started cause I'm so very sure that I have never said/hinted/make a joke to anyone about me getting married.So here's the case.The guys in MMU as far as I can remember love gossiping.There are some times in the past that I found myself be the subject of the gossips (cause in the end there's always someone telling me).Often/all the time when that happened the rumor was false and it's so far from being right that I get so confused sometimes on what could I possibly do to initiate it.Now,I just think that they love to gossip so much that they just started any rumor on anyone they know.Sigh.But the thing is I can't get so mad because well the nobita love gossips too.
I admit that when people who are not close to me asked about work and such I tried to avoid answering them because I know there will be further questions ensued now I wonder is that why they thought I'm getting married? although I don't know what's the connections la *scratch head*.Or maybe they confused me with this best friend of mine cause I know there were times that strangers confused between the two of us.Sigh.Nevermind la.I will pretend I'm a famous/gorgeous actress with the name leighton meester (can you see that I'm not creative?) who people bother to gossip about.I will pretend I'm flattered too.But just to clear out the confusion wtf I'm not getting married.Not anytime soon at least (although I suppose everyone aka the 3 readers who read this blog must have known anyway).End.

Sick and tired

Tue, 26 Aug 2008 09:24:27 GMT

You know you contributed to the invention of the word failure when you kinda sense your dad's tired voice when comforting you for yet another failure.Sigh.I'm sorry papa.End.

My mom-The champion

Tue, 19 Aug 2008 14:51:42 GMT

You see I've always thought that I was so much alike to my dad than to my mom.I have the similar sense of humor and personality as he is (except that I'm very shy and he's not )so it's always easier for me to understand what he was feeling/thinking than to understand my mom.But today I also learn that I don't only get the trait and the talent to embarrass myself from my dad alone but from my mom as well.Today on her way up to her office my mom saw a woman who was walking with a man, probably her husband.The thing is that her tudung was not neat,she was walking while looking up and her husband was holding her hand not in the normal way but he was holding her like how we would do when we are leading a blind (memimpin?).

Something like this:

So combination of all that let my mom to conclude that she is blind.What's more the husband left her at the elevator saying before he left "nanti lif sampai nanti naikla".So my mom in the spirit of being a good samaritan hold her hand when the elevator open to lead her in.Then suddenly she said hello to this other lady she knew in the lift.All this while she's still looking up so my mom thought she recognized this other person through her smell or shadow (Cause usually the blind use smell to recognize).My mom was still holding her hand in the elevator too and she asked her which floor this woman was heading.Right then her eyes avert to the elevator button and press one of the floor.And that's how my mom realized that the woman she's trying to pimpin is not even blind T____T .She was leading a healthy woman all the while.My mom said that she was so embarrased that she felt like dashing out the elevator and running away out of embarrasment.This woman and other people in the elevator must think that my mom is a weirdo suddenly hold stranger's hand without reason.So my mom has elevated her status to be a pro in embarassing one's self just like me and my dad. My dad's story is quite weird too.Once,he talk to a pen/speaker (I can't remember) during an interview for visa thinking that it was a microphone in full view of others waiting T____T.My mom had a field day laughing at him so today it's my dad's turn to laugh at her.Oh End.

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Sat, 16 Aug 2008 05:44:16 GMT

I guess I should be writing on my convocation but there were too many disappointments and sadness that I don't want to bother about but still lingers in my mind so I think I shall take my time and you'll see the entry when you see it.I was reading through some past entries of my blog and fatin's blog one day out of boredom and I guess I really missed us.Us in the past.I can't speak for fatin but I do know that I was a much happier girl back then.I think I was more optimistic and definitely more carefree.I miss being moody and happy about random silly stuffs.Nowadays,all the reason I was grumpy about was on serious stuffs, adult related stuffs.I know I missed the old me.I guess this year isn't my year as well.Actually can we still have a good year once we start being adults?End.

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

Wed, 06 Aug 2008 05:52:31 GMT

I am really appalled to find that there are some parents who felt unhappy because of stupid reasons like their baby not having the gender or the skin colour like how they wanted it to be.And I'm talking about a perfectly healthy baby.I dread to think what if these parents happen to have a disabled or sick baby....that child will be so unloved.Some people might be thinking that these kind of parents doesn't exist at these period of time but they do exist.Dahla clearly these people are shallow but to be shallow on their own babies?I can safely say that these people are not the type of parents who will defend their kids when other people say that their kids are ugly or stupid or some other bad things in future.I think I am relatively fair since I was small cause people always mistake me as a chinese.People always says that fair people have more chances to be pretty right but believe me even when I was small I used to hate my skin.I think it look too fair to the extend of looking pale and unhealthy and I know so many people who were darker than I am who are so much prettier.When I was small I always wanted some powder that can make me look darker but I don't know where to find it cause everywhere else people were promoting creams and facial products for achieving fairer skins(turns out ada la kan,buy a darker shade of foundation or go tanning).The point is that it doesn't matter what kind of shade of skin colours that you have but how much you love and appreciate yourself.I clearly do not love myself much cause I never felt that I'm pretty or useful (not fishing for compliments ok) and that's something I have to change.It's easier for me to believe the bad critics than to the good ones.And all that with having a mother who thinks that all her kids are perfect and beautiful.I shudder to think how even lower my self confidence can be if I have a mother who constantly puts me down.So if I have a child I would teach him/her to love him/herself and still being humble and true to their roots cause I learn that it's really important.And I think no parents should love their children less if their children did not turn out how they wanted them to be (unless la your child turn out to be social pests like mat rempits kan cause then that's your fault)....even if they don't have a perfectly healthy baby cause each children are god's gifts.Sorry for these boring ramblings.End.

Friday, August 01, 2008

Fri, 01 Aug 2008 10:27:46 GMT

more cat pictures

*melts* err ahem I don't like cats.End.

1st of August

Thu, 31 Jul 2008 16:42:38 GMT

It's 1st of August again and what do you know it's the sophisticated mama aka pu3 aka sometimes my lookalike aka tinka's birthday once more.The 24th birthday to be exact.Omg we are so old (but I'm still young cause I'm still 23 hehe).Since I started this blog I can't recall how many birthday dedications I have made for her since I can't remember the time that I started blogging.But I can assure you that everything have remained the same cause she's still the same old smart,pleasant and beautiful young (or old whichever you prefer hehe) woman who I have the privilege to be best friends with.I still don't quite understand how people sometimes thought that we are twins cause can't they see the huge difference between me and her (eg:the foreheads)?But it's ok la better with her than with a cousin who I look totally different from and I totally do not like at all.

To tinka:

Although not all the times in the past saw us being very happy whoppee dhopee and there are countless times that I hurt your feelings cause of my insensitiveness but I wish you knew that I always wants the best for you (wtf sounds like parents punya speech pulak) and you should know that in future (quite near indeed) when you change your status to a mrs. somebody I will still be here for you whenever you needed me.

On a related/unrelated topic: I hated it when people say people with large foreheads must be smart and it's not that I hated it because I have small forehead but because I have humongous forehead (what's with the hairline keeps going upper...put 1 whole hand also muat) yet I know that some people with smaller forehead like tinka (letak 3 jari jer) is so much smarter than I am.Unrelated also but I also think people with smaller foreheads more attractive (like the hindustan actresses).So I totally disagree with judging how smart someone is from his/her forehead cause it seriously doesn't matter.I don't even know how people came out with that,it's not like when you have larger forehead then the brain is larger kan.Hmm ok that's all luv u babe (not referring to cleo).End.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Tue, 29 Jul 2008 07:58:33 GMT

I recently watched SATC and despite all the censored scenes, (ahh of course the efficiency of the censorship board,splendid ) I think the show was ok.I can understand though if people who were not following the series find it boring cause it's just like a continuation of the series,no?We were suppose to already know the characters and the part where they left off in the season finale,so I guess the girl in front of me who were sleeping throughout the show is not an avid follower of the series.I felt quite emotionally disturbed after watching the movie though because.....

*SPOILER ALERT*
Don't read the following part if you haven't and planning to watch the movie otherwise I'm not responsible and you can't beat me up because I already warn ok. (especially if your name is fatin because the fatin people gave dangerous stares at me when I gave out spoilers).

Oh right I was disappointed at the way mr big treats carrie leaving her on her wedding day saga and just the way he treats carrie in general.Even in the series,he first dated carrie then he thought that he's not ready to be committed yet but then not long after he left carrie he got married.Then when carrie was with a fantastic guy,he realized that he wants to be with carrie resulting in carrie leaving aidan.Then he disappeared again and realized he wants carrie again when she's with yet another guy.After all this he finally left carrie on their wedding day.What is this you tell me.How many times that he have to keep playing on carrie's feelings?And whats with getting mad at carrie cause she wants her wedding day to be big and perfect just because he's been married twice before.Is it her fault that he was married before and as a punishment he wants her to have a shitty wedding instead?And how illogical of him trying to reach carrie to get her to convince him to marry her when it's about time they were hitting the altar.Did he think that there's a pocket in her vivienne westwood wedding gown for her to keep her mobile and conveniently answer his call?Can't he just call any of her 3 bridesmaids whose numbers I'm confident are in his phone book judging from the series episodes.And why is it she have to keep convincing him to marry her up to the last minute?How worthless did he think she is that he seemed to can't bear the thought of marrying her?I know that in the end he did marry carrie and in most people's life they must have met one guy who only wants you when you are attached but this is too much.I hated the fact that carrie easily forgave him just because he sent a couple of lousy emails in which the contents he copied from a book.In the first place why can't he write an email explaining himself rather than copying the book.In the second place why email?He should have go meet her begging her forgiveness on his knees if he's sincere.Even if she don't want to listen he have to at least try cause that's what you get for ditching someone.I swear if a guy did that to me ditching me on my wedding day, I'm gonna track him down up to namibia if I have to and torture him till he wish he's never born.And if your name is nobita,you better hope that you have a doraemon by your side to help you be invisible on planet pluto or something.(emo pulak).You don't want to marry me don't wait till the last minute to find out.As you can see I'm not a forgiving person.Dahla with the unforgiving malay society that conveniently blame the girl when she's ditched on her wedding day bad mouthing her and all that saying she must have done something to deserve this.I don't get the malay society sometimes,dahla the girl have been ditched then you blame her pulak. I felt so satisfied when carrie hit mr big with her flowers although I would have done worse.And charlotte was so so cute.I also curse the day that mr big was born.Honestly I don't think I will be staying that long anyway with a mr big cause sure maybe I can have that kind of patience when I'm 18 and naive but to marry a guy who took 10 years pushing me around like a toy I hope not.What if he suddenly realize he can't handle commitment anymore after you have been married with kids,won't you be so screwed?I wish the ending is carrie cutting off all ties with mr big but can still be happy.I know it's also carrie's fault letting a man treat her like a pushover but I still love carrie though.

*End of Spoiler Alert*

I'm sorry for this long and very emo post but satc is my favourite show and I hope the ending could be different.On another note I read this article in cleo on the curse words and they define "babe" as "any bone-headed nitwit".wtf I never heard of such things before, I call most people babe and not referring to the same definition of course.End.